He wasn’t kidding about having a good-sized load. His shaft jerked quite a few times and I had to swallow 3 or 4 times to keep up. The initial taste was a little bitter like he had warned me, but not bad at all. I had a little trouble swallowing because he was deeper in my throat than I was used to but I managed. I felt his cock start jerking in my mouth as the first jet of his cum entered my throat. I felt his cock swell a little, his grip on my head tightened a little, and his hips made one last little thrust. I kept the same rhythm going, it was obvious he liked it, and then my wish came true. There was a hint of domination about the way he did it, which turned me on even more. I knew I was committed to what I’d agreed to now. We had talked about me needing some encouragement and I told him I wouldn’t mind him holding my head so I didn’t change my mind at the last second. He ran his fingers through my hair and put his hands on the side of my head. A couple of minutes of my steady bobbing in his lap and I felt his hips lifting from the couch a little as his breathing got faster. I didn’t have to wait long as I found out he wasn’t kidding about not lasting long from our chat. I was as nervous as I’d ever been in my life, yet I wanted this guy to cum in my mouth more than anything I’ve ever wanted. I started bobbing my head up and down with a nice rhythm and started hearing him sigh and breath a little heavier. I sucked him for a minute or two, then pulled it out of my mouth to lick his balls, then put it back in my mouth and settled in to finish what I started. I could get the whole shaft in my throat without going deep enough to cause me to choke up. His dick was almost the perfect length for me. I first wanted to see if I could take all of him without gagging, since I was figuring he might go deep when he came involuntarily like I did.
I stroked it a couple of times and then put it in my mouth. Now or never is what I thought as I got on my knees and wrapped my fist around his cock. He said our talk had worked him up and he probably wouldn’t last long but also that he hadn’t cum in a couple of days and would have a bigger than usual load. He opened the towel he was wearing and there was my job. I also got the impression he wasn’t planning on letting me chicken out like I told him I was afraid I might. Damn, this guy had thought of everything. “This will help wash it down if you don’t like the taste,” he said. He sat down on the couch and picked up a can of Sprite he’d taken out of the fridge. He had some gay porn going on the TV, which helped. He was a bear type of guy and I liked that. He invited me in and shut the door behind me. He opened the door wearing only a towel as he told me he would. Meeting a guy for the first time was always stressful and this was more so because of what I intended to do.
I showed up at his door a few minutes later, as nervous as I’d ever been. I made up my mind then and there to go for it, or actually, my cock made up my mind but it had rarely led me wrong. He finally said, you know, in 15 minutes, you can find out if you really like this or not. We talked about this for about an hour and I’ve never been harder in my life. He kept assuring me it wasn’t bad, speaking from experience, he told me what it tasted like to him, and what to expect. Most of my girlfriends had refused to take my cum in their mouth because of various reasons and I was worried I wouldn’t like it. I really wanted to try it but was worried I wouldn’t be able to. While chatting one day he noticed the addition on my profile of wanting to try my first cum swallow and offered to help. I had chatted online with a guy named Bob who didn’t live too far away from me but we’d never met. Anyway, I’d been watching porn and found I was the most turned on by watching a guy cum in the mouth of a girl or guy. I’d sucked a few but either pulled it out and finished by jacking the guy off or he’d do it for me. I’m not sure if I was chicken or what but I’d never had a guy cum in my mouth.
I was about 30 at the time, but had my first guy/guy experience when I was 20.